hard to keep momentum going

by lydiasee

why is it that it is so easy to get obsessed with something until there is nothing else. blinders go on, nothing else exists. but out of that rhythm and it’s so hard to get back in it, so hard, that it seems impossible until you reach the point of blinders again.

well that’s how i work, i don’t know if i am unique in that. sometimes i wonder if i can actually carry on the duality that i do, in the zone, working for days on end, not sleeping, then exhaustion, then collapse, then no work or inspiration for days.

it’s not fair.

i want to live in a place where i can just sleep when i am tired and eat when i’m hungry without regard to schedule.

here are the pieces for my portfolio so far:

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i need help.

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