i dont know what it is

for some reason i just get to this place where there is no up and there is no down. he left this afternoon and still nothing, i have been sleeping all day, possibly still in recovery from getting my hub bub portfolio in, and i still don’t know which way is up.

i am confused as to my purpose as far as what i should be doing every day. because really, all i want to do is sleep.

~ by lydiasee on February 18, 2008.